Fear

The biggest fear we both have...

I think the biggest fear we both have is losing each other.
We are both so in-love with each other,
we both don't want each other to get hurt--emotionally and physically.

We fear what is unreal.

Because of our past,
we sometimes tend to imagine that all the arguments, all the cheating, the lying, the put-downs, the abusiveness...
will happen again,

We fear the past so much,
we bring it up in our present lives, and can be brought to our future,

We fear that our feelings of insecurities, doubts, jealousy, hatred will come back

These fear are sometime, what makes a strong relationship.

Fear will hurt your relationship, if you allow it to come in your lives.

Love Tank

As we read through "5 Love Languages" by Dr. Chapman
We begin our new journey,

With the book, we are learning what it was like,
the examples from the book reminded me of what it was like (the past),
and what it would be like,
not repeating our mistakes, and learn from it,
and what it is now,
We communicate the best way we can.

I can't hold things back,
we have to be honest with each other,
our feelings,
everything.

In order for us to fill up our love tank,
is to listen,
communicate,
and get to know each other and how we can make each other happy.

Happy self,
happy man,
happy life,
happy love.

My New Love

My New Love
This is it.
My hope, my dreams,
He's "the one"
"The One" that I mentioned during my broken heart